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Jul. 26th, 2003 06:08 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
alayaneblargh
Another day at hell(UPS). ::sigh:: Oh well. Hopefully soon i'll be moving up to purgatory(Macy's). At least i'm moving up in the world. If I get the job there I'll be a lot more financially secure. I'll be able to pay for my car, cell, rent, transition plus many more things the require money. God Damn the world for being so damn materialistic. I can't say I like to conform, but some things must be had. Oh well. What to do? Maybe some day things will be alright, maybe be happy with who I am. That may be wishful thinking or it may mean I may have to use what little patience I have. I don't mean to sound all depressive and stuff but i've been thinking to much. Damn my brain. I hope in a few years my life will actually be stable. I won't have to live from pay check to pay check. I'll be happy with the way I look and my gender. I'll be with close friends. I'll live on my own. ::sigh:: At least working in purgatory i'll be able to buy things again. Thats enough of my ranting this morning. Nighty night all
Ja ne
Another day at hell(UPS). ::sigh:: Oh well. Hopefully soon i'll be moving up to purgatory(Macy's). At least i'm moving up in the world. If I get the job there I'll be a lot more financially secure. I'll be able to pay for my car, cell, rent, transition plus many more things the require money. God Damn the world for being so damn materialistic. I can't say I like to conform, but some things must be had. Oh well. What to do? Maybe some day things will be alright, maybe be happy with who I am. That may be wishful thinking or it may mean I may have to use what little patience I have. I don't mean to sound all depressive and stuff but i've been thinking to much. Damn my brain. I hope in a few years my life will actually be stable. I won't have to live from pay check to pay check. I'll be happy with the way I look and my gender. I'll be with close friends. I'll live on my own. ::sigh:: At least working in purgatory i'll be able to buy things again. Thats enough of my ranting this morning. Nighty night all
Ja ne
